How I hate walking at nights… Without words, without tears, but with the neverending pain in my heart... I want running to you… into your arm… and crying there, loudly...

How I hate watching you… Every day, in sunshine, in rain, but from far away… I want to greet you… touch your hand… and call your name…

How I hate listening your voice… Talking, laughing, crying, but never calling my name… I want you to pick up the phone and call me… Say you miss me… Say you love me…

How I hate spending nights awake… Without your touch, without your smile, but with the fear that I’ll never be able to see you again… I want to tell how much I love you… I want to tell how much I care… I want to… I want to…

Oh, how I hate being so speechless…

-Alexa-